I realized that life is short, and there is no reason to be angry, fight, hate, or be defensive, I figured out that everyone deserves to have their say in everything whether it is right or wrong. I went to school got a degree, have a job, have a beautiful fiancée, and am living in Florida. How different is the person you are now from the person you were then? I did what any 18-year-old kid that’s naive would do, which go on the defense. So when people started attacking me, and harassing me on social media, including several blogs, and led to spreading false information about me. I never had a family, or a good life, and add to that a I naturally am defensive personality. When bad things were said on my social media, I was a young man, age 18. I was too young to realize people can, and will be judged, by some tweet fired off because I was pissed off at something and expressed it the wrong way on the wrong place. That doesn’t mean I didn’t say things I now regret. who you thought you needed to be to create a buzz?įirst of all, I never have been nor am I HOMOPHOBIC, OR RACIST. How much of that reflected who you were at time V. Your social media at the time had racist and homophobic overtones. I was disappointed I caved to the pressure that resulted in people believing what I was doing and saying was the real me.
They even put hidden mic and cameras in places I didn’t know to try to get me to say bad things.
But they just would not leave me alone until I did. The sad part is that I didn’t want to say half of anything they wanted me to say or do. I really was disgusted when I saw the final product, I could not believe that people make a living by pressuring young people into saying things they don’t want and then twisting them into something even worse… What did you think of the final product when you saw it? I, unfortunately, had no idea until the episode aired. Vadim Black: Everything, everything that the viewers saw on the MTV segments was all a big setup for ratings and clicks. How much a role did editing and the production crew play in making sure they were the only winners? So, what has changed? More importantly, what does he have to say for himself now about the guy he was then?
On January 8 she shared a post on her Facebook page containing two pages of what she described as her son’s diary, found posthumously, as well as a photo of her and Moore.MTV True showed the filming of “Reply All Part 2” with Diego Sans.The Vadim Black of today sounds very different than that angry man of a few years ago. Moore’s mother LaTisha Nixon nonetheless suspects Buck played a role in her son’s death. Gemmel Moore’s mother believes Ed Buck was involved in her son’s death. “Ed Buck must be convicted he will not stop he will continue to hurt and kill black men.”ĭean’s death comes 18 months after the body of 26-year-old Gemmel Moore was found at Buck’s home in July 2017. The Department of Medical Examiner-Coroner found that Moore’s death was the result of an accidental methamphetamine overdose.īuck was cleared of any involvement in Moore’s death in July, after the La County District Attorney determined there was insufficient evidence to prove beyond reasonable doubt that the Democrat donor gave the young man drugs or possessed the drugs himself. Timothy Dean is the second black gay man found dead in the home of Ed Buckĭean was found dead in Buck’s home in the early hours of Monday (January 7) following a 911 call.Īn autopsy on Dean’s body is pending and a cause of death is currently under investigation, NBC News reported.īuck’s attorney Seymour Amster was quoted by the news outlet as saying that his client believes Dean was intoxicated when he reached his home on Sunday, and maintains his innocence in the ordeal. He is in between, just like everybody else,” Chambers said, describing his friend.Ī search of the Internet Adult Film Database shows that Dean worked as a gay porn actor for about a decade between 20, appearing in 26 productions under the pseudonym Hole Hunter.